Illness and school..

Hey guys.havent posted in a while.lol.school atm sucks.on Friday we'll have to write a German exam..thee hours!it's cruel lol.but alright.I'll do what's necessary to get a good grade lol..right now i have a weird flu kreeping through me so i stayed at home today..oh btw..on Nov 14th I'll get to see Robert Pattinson,Kristen Stewart,Taylor Lautner and Chris Weitz in Munich!!i got tickets for this huge event and i am so freaking excited!haha:) and now I'll go and watch Tv.see ya soon!xD

its all about guys

I figured something out...
Guys between 18 and 27 are the hottest guys.
Srsly..
xDD.. i feel a bit stupid now..
I mean..
I have something for guys who are in the age above and I'm just too young for them.
What the fuck?!?!
Sure there are a couple of guys with 17 or 18 but.. they just dont know how to dress up right too look "hot" or how to act without being still immature.. -.-

can anyone explain me why life is so unfair? xDD.. hahaha

see ya soon
xoxo

SCHOOL STARTED

and it was really funny!
we got some of the new teachers, young and so on..xD
and they're nice so far.
I was voted to the speaker of my class.. actually I'm second one but.. I doubt the first one will do anything so.. yea.. whatever xD
I got tuesday and thursday afternoon classes.. =/
but the rest is only until 1.10 pm my time so its alright i guess xD

My bff still didnt send me my storybook and slowly I'm seriously pissed about that cause I want to go on with writing but cant exactely remember what the last thing was I was writing. ARGH! D:

Mhm..

oh I also went to get my hair cut and now I have a fringe :D
it looks cool and everyone around me says it does so.. :D :D
haha =)

For now.. I'm gonna lie down, cause i'm so damn tired..
I'll post tomorrow again or so xD

xoxo <3

November....

*sigh*
I'm so looking forward to it.
NEW MOON!!!!!!! <33 ;D

I'm planning on flying over to a place in Great Britain to a friend of whom I'm not sure by now who he or she will be to go and see the movie in a cinema. xD
Cause here in Germany the only chance to watch it would be online about a week or more after the release.
the other chance (watching it in germany, german and in a cinema) is outta question since I'd have to wait until January then.. xDD


I'm gonna get my hair cut soon I hope.. I need a new fringe.. xD..
I'll post pics then maybe :D
Probably tomorrow ..or today since its already 2 am I'll ask my dad if i can go to the hair cutter and so on hahaha


Tuesday school starts again!!!
woooo I cant wait!!!!! finally all my friends are together again <3

Until the next post.. I love you =)

Trueblood

Okay now.
I never thought I could be addicted with a vampire-tv-show but. oh jesus. Trueblood rocks.
I mean. wooooow..
Going to watch Episode 8 now :D :D

Eric and Bill rock ;D Eric more since he's kinda that bad guy ;D <3 :D


Life apart from that?..
mh... I was ill since I came back from Rosenheim and had a bad headache for 3 days straight. It was just more than cruel...!!!
Today my BFF is gonna come round to bring me my storybook and then I can finally go on with typing off my story (Thank god!!)

Apart from that.. uhhm.. School will start on tuesday and I really cant wait.
Holidays are soooo boring here!! So.. yea

See ya soon <3

after a while....

here's my next post haha ;D
soo.. I was in Rosenheim on Friday, Saturday and Sunday and I went to the "Wiesn" a lot :)
It was damn cold but so much fun!!!!
srsly :D :D

Too bad I couldnt go on with writing my story in that time.
And stupid me also left the storybook behind D: ..
But Sarah will bring it back to me on Thursday.. -thank god-... otherwise I'd go crazy I think ;D

One more week left until school starts again and I just cant wait for it.
I miss all my guys and all the teachers xD... I was so bored sometimes in the last six weeks.... It was horrible ;D
I'll be a "sophomore" in american schools I guess..
Means, I'm in year 10 now ;D.. But in our German school system I'm in the upper classes now since I only have 12 years of school until I'm finished with all that and then can go to a university and study there. But I probably wont do that hahaha xD.. I'm way too lazy..
Actually I was planning on leaving the school after this year (after class 10) and go to America to finish High School over there but.. yea.. the person I would've lived with... well..
I dont want to talk about him.. ^^
So.. in the end I'll probably finish the 12 years and do my Abitur... A-Levels are they called in GB I think..^^

So.... what else.. hmm...
Oh yea.. I'm going to look for a job so I can re-do my room.. get a new bed, color for my walls, desk and stuff. I'm totally bored with what it is now.. xD..
Let's see if I get a job ;D hahaha

Hm....Oh yea.. I wanted to post the preface to my story on here.. :D :D
So.. Here it is =) xD

Teenage Vampire Guardian
By Sophie Große

Preface

Until my seventeenth birthday I thought I was a pretty normal teenager with divorced parents, my dad unknown. Apparently my mom and dad got married in the age of nineteen in Las Vegas, lived happily together for two years and then my mom got pregnant with me.
Because of a secret job, no one in my family knew of, my dad and mom got divorced. He thought he couldn’t deal with a child.
Well, my mom did quite a good job with dealing with me alone, probably because she and I are almost the same. I don’t quite look like her cause I got a lot of things from my dad. His dark and thick hair, his nose and some of his length.
I got the prettiness from my mom though, just like her genes for really female curves.
I’m about 5.5 ft tall, I have dark brown eyes, long brown hair and like I already mentioned, really female curves.
People usually say I have a really pretty face.. So I guess, all in all, I look really good.
I’m not one of the thinnest people walking the earth though.
After my boyfriend left me, I gained weight. Too much to still call me “average”.
But I’m actually losing weight in the last couple of months because of the things I’m doing.

My name is Sophie Martinetz, I’m seventeen years old and since my birthday, my life isn’t normal at all anymore.
This is my story, beginning with my seventeenth birthday.

Fave Music for now xD

3Oh!3 and The Veronicas. Srsly those two bands are just awesome!! :D
3Oh!3 completely got me into them xD.. Starstrukk ft Katy Perry is just awesome!! xD..
and The Veronicas Everything I'm not is my fave song to sing atm. Singing it all the time ;D
Oh well..

Yesterday stupid and clumpsy me tripped and my knees started bleeding and I have bruises everywhere hahaha xD.. really stupid xD.. ;D

I already have 73 pages of my story.
and later I'll start to type it on the computer.. cause slowly my right arm is hurting so much from writing on paper xD.. in the story I just had the first "Guardian Training" and it was awesome ;D

Mhm..
Work yesterday sucked.. Only got 35 € for 5 hours xD.. that srsly sucked. I already got more money for less hours xD.. But oh well.. all together I have 70€ now and I'll raise some more for the "Wiesn" in Rosenheim next week :D
Cant wait to see all the girls and people again =)..
But first I'll go to our own little "Wiesn" here in town.. Looking forward to the fireworks thingy on thursday (: (:

and now.. I'll go out and meet some friends :D its a really nice day and..yea ;D
Maybe I'll go shopping with them hahaha xDD

See ya later <3

Tuesday!! :D

In an old SCKATHERS-thing everyone was allowed to "shout" on tuesdays xD. writing in caps and stuff.. but ..I'm too tired to do that now xD so.. nvm.. this was just a .. uh.. random sentence ;D

i got up at uhm. 12:30 pm or so.. and.. I'm still damn tired..
and I have a really stupid headache again =/.. And the worst thing is I have to work in 2 hours!!! AAAAAAAAAHH! xD Inventury or however you call it in english in a clothing store.
from 3 pm to 11 pm. WTF xDD.. I could've gone to that freaking awesome Paramore concert but NO.. stupid me needs money and thats why she goes to freaking work. ugh D:

Yesterday was quite boring.... Oh wait it wasnt xD.
I got to drive for the first time in my life xD.. germany sucks when it comes to driving licences. with 17 you're allowed to make it now. sucks, right? ;D
well anyway... I'm 16 and drove a freaking awesome Audi Convertable yesterday!!!! it was like SOOOO freaking cool! xD.. Too bad it is my bff's dads car and we had to give it back xD.. it's an automatic or so.. and with my moms car I'm not allowed to try xD.. because it doesnt have that automatic thingy. oh well..
I'll find someones car soon to try with ;D

Also I went on writing my story.. :D
I decided that the title for now is "A Vampire Guardians Life" but.. I'm not really happy with it.. still trying to figure something better out ;D
In the story I got to know a lot of Guardians-to-be now and having my first guardian lesson .. training and all that stuff xD.. its really cool to write ;D

but for now. I have to leave.. take a shower.. clean the kitchen and.. yea.. go to work xD
I'll see you soon
<3

dont know what to call this one xD

alright so.. yesterday I spent some time getting ready, making myself look good and stuff..
for what? well. I planned on going to our "Herbstfest" but in the last moment my mom decided she needed me to do some crappy stuff so.. i didnt go D:
we then picked up my brother from the airport.. and we ran into some german tv-stars. they do some cool shows.. called "Galileo" and the guy also advertizes for a yoghurt or so haaha xD it was like REALLY cool ;D we didnt ask for autographs or so since they already looked a bit stressed.. but they just came back from holiday so..hmm.. xD
i got a couple of starbucks and then we (my whole family) went to that Herbstfest.
it was hilarious.
a guy from my class who already has a little gay-touch wore yellow skinny jeans!! it was so daaamn hilarious i barely could hug him cause i was laughing so much xD

but oh well..
i need to go do some stuff now ;D
adios amigos

headache, "wiesn" and some other stuff.

alright.
today i woke up with one of the worst fucking headaches ever
argh x_x..
tonight i was supposed to go to a smaller version of the munich "OKTOBERFEST" but.. if it gets even colder today..I'll die. cause then I'll have to find my jeans again. and they are somewhere in the back of my closet xD
but if i find them. it'll be a lot of fun ;D beer, guys, girls, fun ;D

but for now.. I have to clean bathroom and kitchen. -what a fun- D:

I'll see you guys later <3
xoxo

Blood Promise and other things

Alright. two days ago I got my copy and finished it on that day. well.. more or less.
it was 4:30 am when I was done.. xD..
awesome book. really awesome..
I cried a lot. and was really mad often.. but.. yea its just awesome^^

I have about 60 pgs of my own story now since I didnt write for like 2 days..
its pretty cool and so on xD
changed a couple of ppl again and so on.. confusing ^^'

well.. today I'm gonna go get my dress. help my mom and. yea
idk.

see you guys later <3

New Ideas for my story

Alright guys. After I sat for about 3 hours thinking about names for my family and ppl I will get to know in my story I finally got some new ideas
my moms name is Serena Martinetz, my dads is (Prince) Chace Irie, dads parents were Lily and Filipe (they died), my own personal guardian who will teach me how to fight is called Ian Miller
there are a couple of other guardians: Felix, Marco,.... I'll think about their names when I'll write about them.
my freinds back home are Carly, Emma, Izzy, Kelsey, Dec, Clayton, Josh, and some more. I think I also named a good friend Fabi
and the friends I'll get to know in my dads school are: Sarah, Adrian, Logan, Brandon and some more. I'll think about them when I come to them, more too ;D

So.. I'm on chapter four and have 51 or 53 pages until now.. =) I'm pretty proud of myself for actually writing so much ;D

But I need to go on with it now until Blood Promise arrives today ! Wooo :D I cant wait ;D
Oh crap. reminds me I still have to reread Shadow Kiss before.
Alright. I'll post later again <3

I love you guys <3

more than 20 hours without sleep..

kill you. well no. it doesnt kill you. but i feel dead.
especially since all I've eaten in the last couple of 10 hours was a banana. ugh x__x
I'm writing and writing and unfortunately smoking again and trying to catch myself from falling asleep xD
well
i'm already on chapter three and almost finished with it.
its pretty cool :D
but i still dont know how to call my story.
and that sucks. a lot.

D:

Writing

I slowly understand in how much trouble authors have with writing a book somethimes.
I mean..
1. You have to think of a story
2. You need to write it down good and so that it makes fun to read it
3. You need to always think one or two steps ahead otherwise you will have to change a lot of things later
4. You need to research a lot of things like names, places, schools, etc, etc..
5. You have to think about how much tension you have to build up without it seeming too extreme or too boring
6. Think of chapter titles!! omg srsly this is SO hard. You have to put a whole bunch of sites into not very many words!
7. You have to think about if you want the story finished in one book or more, if the second how many books, etc, etc
.... and so it goes on!

I'm right now being into my second chapter.
I have changed a couple of things like "my" age, some of the friends in the first chapter because i need them for the following chapters, then i decided the story to take place in Germany, only half an hour from where I actually live in reality, then I changed the age of the security/guardians age and decided he came from germany rather the us.. etc.. etc
I probably should type it on the computer.. its a lot easier than writing it by hand.. My right arm is aching so much from writing so much.. 36 pages is it long until right now.
I'm researching a LOT of things..
I'm actually also thinking about changing the securitys name since Thomas seems a bit stupid. I want some nice name.. and one with a meaning..
its so complicated! xD

I probably drank a whole litre of coffee today to concentrate me on the story..
My friends were at mine today too so it was quite difficult to write all day long.. *sigh*

Well.. for now I'll go on writing and.. I'll post more later or tomorrow :)

xoxo <3

Being up unitil..

4:30 am makes you do a lot of funny things.
Like starting to write a story
writing with all the ppl who live in different time zones..
and..
hearing porns running on the still switched on tv
WTF xDD

I mean, whats the sense in porns anyway?
Mainly they dont show anything at all..
and arent good productions xD
so.. anyway..

I started writing a story
its pretty funny since it is about "me"
On my 16th birthday my life will change. A LOT.
Until then I was a pretty normal teenager with devorced parents. I didnt get to know my dad because apparently he has a secret job to do..

I might type the story on the computer :D
I'll post it here then maybe haha

I love you guys <3

Inglourious Basterds

Anyone already watched the movie? It's great
Better than great! Its just.. AWESOME
That movie should have been how it really happened! That would've made history
I mean. I asked in the end if that was how it happened which means I forgot that Hitler killed himself.. Embarassing ;P
You guys should really watch it.. :)

Next movie in cinema? Probably Til Schweigers German "Zwei-Ohr-Küken" (two-ear-chicken.. yesss.. his first movie was called no-ear-rabbit so.. you'd have to watch it to understand)
Bet the movie is as cute as the first one =)

I'll keep you up to date <3

First Entry

Okay so...

Today... Was boring until now.. well no it wasnt. I talked to a couple of friends and made plans for tonight.. Cinema with a couple of friends :) Inglourious Basterds :D :D
I bet the movie will be REALLY cool and funny =) especially since 4 german actors take part in it :)
So.. I still have to find that dress for a wedding I have to go to xD
It has to be a traditional bavarian dress.. Those who ppl wear to the Munich Oktoberfest and so on.. I'll post a pic later maybe ;)


Oh.. btw only a few days left until Blood Promise comes out =)
I bet it'll be REALLY REALLY good! I just cant wait
If you guys havent read the Vampire Academy series yet.. DO IT! :D

Well.. I g2g get ready and stuff ;D

You know you love me ;P <3